Days of Immaturity

I woke up, but the nightmare didn’t pass away. It is not a dream.
The road ahead will be really rough and uneasy. I don’t know when will I get over it. I even don’t know if I can get what I want afterwards.
Confidence is what I lack now. So is hope.

However, “No pain, No gain”, right?
Just hope that I can really gain thru this pain. Hope that I can get over it as soon as possible.
I’ve disappointed my family. It’s shameful to face myself. It’s shameful to face the world.

今日放左榜,唔想畀人問.
等我自爆:我做左雙失.係意料之外.我好灰.但我唔會放棄.目前唔會選擇REPEAT.我決定左點做,但未實行到.我未知以後既生活會點.或者我會隱形一段時間,又或者會日日蒲頭,目前唔知.今次係缺乏左少少運氣,但我係抵死既.雖然中六中七既學習環境係奇差,但我唔會後悔呢兩年既生活,更加唔會埋怨母校;只可以講一句:我拉低左我母校既入U率.
係咁多!

今日屋苑有優惠影證件相既活動,九蚊一打相.落到去見到好多人排緊隊.
雖然學生佔少數,但見到要著校服影相既學生,就總有D感慨…
話晒上年既自己都仍然係學生,過住平凡一星期五日著校服既中學生生活.咁快又過一段落喇.
仲有十個鐘度就放榜,真係非常緊張呀!

坦白講,畀中五放榜仲更緊張;始終果陣都知道自己肯定可以讀到中六,問題只係回唔回到巢唶.
今次唔同喇,分分鐘變雙失絕對唔係講笑.
今晚要早D訓,聽朝要即刻彈起身睇成績先得!

七月的最後一日, 八月又來了.
對不少同學仔來說, 暑假開始不久; 對我們A LEVEL同學來說, 假期已放了三個月以上…

第二次放榜在即, 在此知道原來恐懼感是沒有免疫的.
另外, 不少朋友同學正逐個預備離開香港…
老友也好, 點頭之交也好, 甚至連點頭也沒有之交都好; 我可做的, 就是在此祝福大家.
坦白講, 我對自己的情況仍未樂觀, 心情仍然沉重; 但相信只是祝福, 我也能做得到吧.
又要各自去走自己的路了, 在此祝各位包括我自己前程萬里, 祝君好運.

在此
拜託清風 奉上衷心 祝福千串