十年 一休

舊日記

一直以為在寫了10年後,我會繼續前進;縱使這一兩年來,明顯放慢了腳步。

我自問不是一個quitter。只是,如果自己不再熱衷去寫,半放棄地拖拉可能比直接放手更糟。

我上個10年,經歷了會考、高考、大學生涯,然後初踏入職場,可說是一個小伙子的重要人生階段,那些稚氣歲月值得記下。

今天,我出來工作都快4年了,每天上班下班,深刻的事沒以前那麼多,又或者可說是沒那麼值得記下了。

而且,現在幾乎沒時間一氣完成一篇文章。Draft文件裡常積著一堆半成品,想寫的事變得不再想寫,卻又不能每篇都這樣半途而廢,漸漸就覺得: This is not fun anymore and no longer what I want to do. More like a chore now.

但終歸苦心經營了這10年時間,絕不想有頭無尾把網誌丟下就閃人,所以起碼要以這篇《十年 一休》來個交代。

一休,其實也表示這不是絕對的完結。Days of Immaturity,在合適的時候還是會post文;只是,不會再例行地寫。意義上,就是想把這一路走來的日子正式封存起來。

走過10年,其實不是說放棄了。反而「在網上留下一點東西」這方面,心中有2個方向,希望能有時間實現出來,以我覺得this is fun and what I want to do的心態去實現。

Oscar

香港人,八十後。中五會考後學人寫網頁、寫文字,記下生活大小事。

更多相關文章 »

  • Abc

    Hello! I have became a reader of your blog for around 5-6 years…..of course i am not frequently read your blog but I did it occasionally, it seems I am looing at a teenage growing up and now become an adult! Anyway, there’s no definite end of anything, an ending is also an opening of a new era of your life~! Looking forward to your new post in coming future~

    • Yea I just lost the incentive to keep writing. Life has become stable, or repetitive. I don’t wanna reluctantly come up with something that I don’t even like. So I could use a break.

      Maybe I will put down something once in a while later. Who knows? :)