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昨天忽然留了兩段沒頭沒尾的話，不想就此令大家莫名奇妙。
不過事情太personal，也不想明言。

總之就是見到最不想見到的事，大受打擊。
我不想sound like a loser，只可說是受了重傷。
其實不算事出突然，只是我一直在自欺欺人，寧願以不合理的原因去令自己心安。不過現實始終不是夢想，世界沒有這麼圓滿的奇蹟。

嚴重灰暗了幾十個小時，我的結論是要站起來。
起碼現在已沒有迷惘和自尋煩惱，我需要的是用時間慢慢復原，並要學習重新面對。
I am not fine. But I will be fine.

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  • http://dabs.vze.com clement

    Sometimes… it would be easier if you let it out… at least write down what exactly’s bothering you. c’mon, this is a PERSONAL blog/journal. if you can’t even be true to yourself on here, how’re you gonna deal with your problems? but either way, I respect your decison and I’m sure you’ll be fine; you’re such an optimistic person!

  • http://i-days.net oscar

    mmm…sorry I can’t do so. My classmates and many people I know in real life will check my site regularly(despite not always). There are something I will never let them know (or not ready). I am true to my feeling and I will never hide it to myself or lie to myself. Just I still gotta keep some secrets here. :)

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